My sweet darling baby boy. Never had a chance to open his eyes, but left the biggest imprint on my life. The most sorrow. The most grief. The most tears. The biggest test to my faith. The biggest connection with God I have ever felt. The beginning of a journey, All came from that little boy’s life. I've learned more in the last years since his death then I have ever in any given year before it. While it has been the hardest time of my life, it has also brought me the greatest, unexpected joy. It has opened my eyes to what is truly important in life and helped me to let go of the things that are not. My little man has, with the help of our precious Lord, taught me more than I will ever have the opportunity to teach him. For that I will be forever grateful. The important things aren't meant to last in this world forever, the things that are don't matter.